march 12 2012

I stopped wearing clothes because the are cute. I wear clothes now cause they are comfortable.

I was doing pretty good mid feb to early march. I didn't have a routine but i was putting on make up.

I got civilization 5 and that might have set me back. I really enjoy playing that game.

This morning when i tryed to get out of bed I kept thinking. "why am I like this?"

Maybe if i had a job i'd be more energetic. Now my focus is to eat breakfast and take my vitamins.

and drink some yorba mate tea. I have to believe When I start the day with healthy habits then I will feel normal the rest of the day.

last week I got a weighted hula hoop. I forgot how to hula hoop!. and bending down so often was getting me out of breath.

I have a sore on my tongue I hope it heals soon. I hurt more yesterday. I guess this means I should detox. maybe i'll go on a 3 day veg/fruit fast.

I need to get someone to help me in math so i can update my assessment test. I want to get a better score this time. last time i took it was over 10 years ago and i didn't put much effort into doing it. I got a good score on my ASVAB the second time I too it so I should do better this time on the math college test. I wonder if I still have my asvab for dummies book. I still need to talk to a councler. I don't know what major I want or id have done it at least a year ago. I know what i'm interested in. but i don't know what i want to do to make money.

I want to learn History. I wish we had time machines. maybe not to interact with the ancestors. but a way to observe them, like web cams in the big brother house.