usa stops Aid to North Korea AFTER missile

really!! why are we giving these people anything after they openly admitted that they have Nuks?

also if its so bad for the regular people ther why aren't they crossing the border south, Mexican style. its not like they look different enough to stick out.

heres a plan cross the boarder, then claim refugee rights for either Canada, USA or England. these people must like it in North Korea. so just leave them be. don't give aid to that government they clearly don't need it if they have money to spend on missiles.

also What the hell is wrong with the mentality of n. korea!! why do things thats alienating yourself from the rest of the world? from what i can see no one wants to attack you. we may be trying to prepair for a attack from you. but no one is waiting to invade you. so just chill and enjoy capitalism like the rest of us. allow your people to wear bright colors and start making romantic comedies. okay?!

Chinese?

when watching a Korean drama can someone please explain to me the running joke of mis-spelling/ interpreting chinease characters. Korea has their own written language. so why use a language that you don't understand that well. also they do it in Taiwanese dramas too. they do it with the speech as well as written.

people that grew up in South California don't try to write in Spanish. (unless they have Spanish heritage.)

fun in long beach

i was able to take Zy to aquarium of the pacific. She had a good time. she told me more then once. "thank you for taking me to the aquarium. this is so much fun!"

I got a Magellan gps. that fun not having to pull over to ask for directions. and i didn't have to enter the address. I just looked up long beach and found attractions. I had originally bought it to take it back after the trip. but I'm thinking i may keep it. I need a gps cause i have a young child in the car with me. and especially cause i don't have a cell phone. but it was on sale and so far its pretty amazing device. its got AAA app. with AAA points of interest.

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Drama

last night i saw

The Case of Itaewon Homicide

It was okay. has a spooky ending. I finished Waking up love. i liked he main male lead so much that i had find something else he was in.

I'm watching Office girls now. he is funny in it. but his face expressions are so blank. i would say its bad acting but in waking up love he played someone with 2 personalities and I could tell the distinctions. and those 2 are different from this character.

car

So My child was playing with some windmills that came from the 99cents store. and I tell her "why don't you play with a Barbie you have one. where is it?" she says "you mean the books"

" no you have a doll its got purple hair" she thinks and " oh its in the car!"

I think and " no its not. where is your barbie?"

"its in the car"

" go find your barbie"

she comes back all proud of herself with a barbie convertible with the doll in it. " see its in the car"

hehe kids say the darndest things.

march 12 2012

I stopped wearing clothes because the are cute. I wear clothes now cause they are comfortable.

I was doing pretty good mid feb to early march. I didn't have a routine but i was putting on make up.

I got civilization 5 and that might have set me back. I really enjoy playing that game.

This morning when i tryed to get out of bed I kept thinking. "why am I like this?"

Maybe if i had a job i'd be more energetic. Now my focus is to eat breakfast and take my vitamins.

and drink some yorba mate tea. I have to believe When I start the day with healthy habits then I will feel normal the rest of the day.

last week I got a weighted hula hoop. I forgot how to hula hoop!. and bending down so often was getting me out of breath.

I have a sore on my tongue I hope it heals soon. I hurt more yesterday. I guess this means I should detox. maybe i'll go on a 3 day veg/fruit fast.

I need to get someone to help me in math so i can update my assessment test. I want to get a better score this time. last time i took it was over 10 years ago and i didn't put much effort into doing it. I got a good score on my ASVAB the second time I too it so I should do better this time on the math college test. I wonder if I still have my asvab for dummies book. I still need to talk to a councler. I don't know what major I want or id have done it at least a year ago. I know what i'm interested in. but i don't know what i want to do to make money.

I want to learn History. I wish we had time machines. maybe not to interact with the ancestors. but a way to observe them, like web cams in the big brother house.